My Kitty World!

Good Day!

2012-02-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Well......today is a happy day.At work,I laughed a lot......Then for class, the paper was ok.Then at night, it was very happy to find out that the TOTO that I have shared with my collegues were winning results.Although the amount we get were not very large, at least we have a share for this big TOTO this CNY.Everyone is so happy,Congrats to ALL!!!!

2012-02-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

This noon, my collegues and I had a great fright.All of a sudden, the building of my office shakes with a loud bang.It was rather scary.Later, it was investigated that it was cause by a minor explosion from the company next to us. It was believed that the zinc powder got in contact with water and reacted.Thank god no one was hurt.Let's hope no more of this is ever going to happen again.......Tonight,I missed class again.....Big Thanks to the early closing......I have to stay back in office to clear DO.OMG!If every month is going to be like this, I no need to study le.Very sad, it's Econs class today.....Tmr also dun know how......By tmr everything got to clear.I have presentation....don't think can stay again.....Actually I just reached home.....got to do marketing later....GOSH!Think I'm going to sleep late tonight again....

今年的新年。

2012-01-21T10:33:00.000+08:00

我相信今年的过年，我将很忙。天啊！功课还好，是过了年的projects和测验，让我感到很懊恼。最近家里又发生了不少事，小表妹和表弟都病了。最心撼的还是我的小表妹，她的脊椎歪了。我的天啊！那天拿年饼去她家，才得知这个坏消息。为什么？二姨变得好脆弱，听妈说她还在昨天的电话谈话中哭了。晚上，我也哭了。这么一个活泼可爱的小妹妹，怎么会突然有这种病？？我希望她能快快痊愈。＂表妹，姐姐希望你能快点好起来。＂二姨，你一定要振作，两个女儿都需要你。事情不该发生都发生了，就面对它，打败它！＂让我们都加油吧！不好的通通去，好的通通来！

2012-01-06T23:45:00.003+08:00

2012 had just begin,yet I had already made up a great decision for this year.Tomorrow will be the day.......I left Sakae.我很肯定，这不是因为＂冲动＂而做出的决定。And I won't regret.Things are out of control.......no longer the way it should be.I won't shatter a single tear.And after tomorrow's day of work, I hope to tear my knot with Sakae.No more......I rather lose all the friends there.I will delete those people from my facebook.......And end Sakae in my memory.....4 years......what did I get?I think it's not worth anymore.Having to see people's faces.......just for that additional 100 a mth......I rather not go anymore.This is the final post.....I promised.....the last post and place in my life that I'm ever going to mention about Sakae.No more....Goodbye Sakae!

2012-01-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

It seems like a new year had just begin, but bad things are happening.This year, CNY is pretty close to New Year's Day, same month.So spring cleaning was a bit rushy.Just started these few days......I am tired out.Yet Mummy don't seem to understand anyway.No joke, my body is already aching now......I have to admit this....I'm old ready.If I could afford,I shall sponsor domestic helpers for this period.I know that she is tired too........but it seems like I am always ordered to do the dirty and digusting areas.Take kitchen for example.She told me to clean up the mess first then she go and pack the things.And worst thing,today for example.I threw a big plastic box away as it it taking a large area of space in the room.And she started making a fuss over this.Saying the box cost so much etc.....I told her to sell away those clothes and newspaper to a karung guni man as it is quite messy at home and what she say after selling them away?The man took those clothes away at such "cheap" price......when she can actually exchange these clothes for kilos of rice.Alamak!I really don't know how to say her....as my mum.Worst, over the plastic box, she said really hurtful things to me.She told me to get out of the house if I am unhappy staying in this house.And that this house doesn't belong to me.Is she chasing me out?She said this too many times......that I have to believe that this is something that is going to happen soon.What if.....she really does?Will she be happy?At times,I really hope she could be more understanding.At times,I really hope that I am as smart as cousin pearly.At times,I also hope to be born in a more wealthy family.You know?Being the only child is not easy.As I grow older,I really felt jealous of those with siblings.At least when there is siblings, there is someone to share happiness and sorrows with.But look at me now.Can only write my feelings here.The other thing.....being a full time and part time worker......and part time night class student is not easy too.I feel like letting go of Sakae soon.I find it hard to cope these days,especially during the closing months.妈，我真的很累了！I can't expect my superiors at work or my lecturers at school to be more understanding towards me as I'm not the only employee or only student,but I just pray hard that mummy could be more understanding towards her only daughter.我的人生就像龙卷风，有时风平浪静，有时却狂风暴雨。Good times are really good......while the bad times......are damn bad.School will starts tomorrow, my god!Another challenge again!

2011-12-31T00:19:00.002+08:00

今天我出丑了........As today is the last working day of year 2011, my company have it's annual lunch held. The company I worked in usually have this lunch once a year, but usually my department will be the busiest dept among the entire office.During lunch, I was being laughed @ badly.Of coz I admit,I also laughed @ Uncle Chris when he choke on wasabi.And who knows, he added wasabi onto my food when I was away.First I choke.....then I started crying and later,my fake eyelashes drop one after another.Everyone was laughing like hell....Thanks man,uncle chris.I think this incident made my last working day of year 2011 interesting.....and memorable.Actually, work supposed to end @ 3pm today.But you know what?At the very last minute, Jumee was finding a delivery order that was missing.......I also started to search for it.And then.....until I missed the transport.Work 1 pathetic hour for free.Alamak......Angry.......Yesterday boss was telling me.....she worry HR complain so told me not to come on sat.....which is tomorrow.Then now what?Today die die also must complete everything......You know....my office table is super messy......with printed yet unsigned invoices.......with signed yet unsolted invoices.....with finance copy unfiled.....with this and that.....my god!School starting soon....just next week.....And CNY coming soon......house damn messy and dirty......Just now did some part of the kitchen....to be continued tomorrow.....you know....many pests around....scary.....How I wish mummy can just employ part time maid......haiz......sianx....Tomorrow night got to go Siloso beach for countdown party......I hope....it will be fun.....going with ah jie.....mummy dun want to go.....

2011-12-27T22:56:00.003+08:00

Time flies without my knowledge.This is the 3rd week of my school holiday and it will soon end.But I hardly rest.Hear my pain ,please.I beg you.For the past few weeks,I had been staying in office,overtime became a routine.And this is terrible.I must admit.Tiring.......Why can't I even go for a short trip to Malaysia for holiday?Why so I have to stay long hours in the office.....?And grumble so badly here now?I want to be like any normal students......who attend school in the daytime and have a complete school holiday.But I don't have a choice now.I can only study part time.....at night.This is not easy.........And I guess I can never get use to such life even till now.....after completing half a year through the course.I can't.......give up either.Coz since I chose to get it started,I have to complete it.If not, what's the point of the past half year.But I felt so hopeless about school this holiday,you know.My marketing team mates are not contactable, neither were the lecturers.Are they all having holidays too?I email my team mates about the project and none reply......I email the lecturers about CAs but also heard nothing from them....MY GOD!!!What's the attitude now?Don't kill my secretly when school started please!

2011-12-17T12:03:00.002+08:00

Superwoman.......I thought I could be one.But too bad......I can't, you know?I just called up and got a big scolding from Mandy.I'm sick.......simply sick......so not wanting to go for today.And what?Next week?Next next week?I'm super busy over full time.......how can I have time for part time?She told me to understand her.......as a manager.....then who understand me?I hold 3 post........full time.......school and part time.......how am I able to cope?I thought this way.....I can stop my feeling of being alone.But I think......I am getting no where.I've made myself so tired......for what?For that additional few hundred dollars a month?I can get them back if I go back office on saturdays too.......I will seek mummy's advice tonight.....if ok....I'll quit.Enough of all these tortures.I believe I'll get even more busier soon......So dun try me.

2011-12-17T00:00:00.002+08:00

Well......I just came home.Tonight I went to Jurong Safra for Karaokae session with my collegues.This is arranged by one of our shipping supplier.Nice.......sang quite alot......but all out of tune.....lol.....but I enjoyed myself.Good day man.......Hope to have more of these.You know......since school started.....since holiday became the busiest time for work......I can never enjoy this much anymore.

2011-12-06T22:20:00.004+08:00

This afternoon, Sis Kelly and I took half day and went to watch movie "You are the apple of my eye". At last.......finally, we can go on half day leave. Actually it had been a long time since we planned this, but becoz lately we have been quite busy and we could only wait until today.The show is very nice........touching too.....though it's a simple story.Too bad the boy and girl never get married in the end.But I found a motivation in the movie.To work hard.....even if it's not for yourself but for the one you loved. In the show, the boy was lazy at first but later motivated by a famous girl in school.Then they fall in love but never get together.What a waste man.....Really wondering what I will become in 10 yrs time.....haha!But I really enjoy the trip out.Coz last night,I really suffer through the night to complete my econs tutorial.....for once.....and from now on.....Let this be a well-deserved treat for myself.

2011-11-25T22:21:00.002+08:00

Today's mood was just a little better compared to yesterday.I wonder why.......not able to attend this year's cocktail dinner was a little disappointment for me.Why did it clashed with my OB presentation?Anyway,I chose to sacrafice that for my presentation.Plus it's over now.Feeling bad about what happen yesterday,I decided to apologize to Meng Wee.And hearing that he only gets home @ 12pm this noon,I felt more guilty.Why didn't I be more understanding towards him?Just imagine........next time I get a police boyfriend and this is what happens......I can't imagine.I will try......not to get angry so easily.....he told me he was kidding and yet I took that so seriously.I was angry......not becoz of him saying tat.....but becoz I was worried the image I gave him was just that.But the moment I saw his smile again......I felt relief.Poor meng wee......having to work shifts and still have to be treated by mean me.......I'm really very sorry......I will treat you better the next time......

2011-11-24T23:54:00.001+08:00

Today was just a bad day......I can't stop telling myself that.Firstly, I was almost late enough to miss my transport to work.Then......actually wanted to go for a movie with sis kelly.....But guess what?After getting mummy's permission......after submitting the leave form, things just cocked up.Sis candy was unwell and couldn't come back to work.......and kit ching's sons got fever one after another.....So there were not much people left.In the end,conclusion was that sis kelly and I have to take back our leave form and postpone our movie.....Sad sia......Then.....that was not all.After work,it was raining very heavily.....I went to school with that "want to sleep" attitude.I was very sleepy.....and lazy.That's make me feel really bad.I was frustrated.So.....when meng wee came into the class......I sounded damn frustrated asking him why he did not replied to any of my email or sms.....And I guess that pissed him off.....He said that I was a firce girl.......at that moment,my heart went right down.I admire him.........and this is the way he think of me.No chances le.......I know.......be it results or personality.......I'm nothing compared to Yee Von.I must admit.....I'm very jealous of her......Each time MW called her TOP STUDENT.......Each time MW sat beside her.......Each time..........You know.....and what abt me?Only as a firce girl image.Fine.From now on....I won't talk much.......

Life's All About Jealousy.

2011-11-17T23:03:00.002+08:00

Life's All About Jealousy......This is something that I felt deeply these days.Firstly,for the last semester exam,the top student was from the next class,I was fond of him and really wished that I can get grades as good as his.Secondly sis Kelly just changed her handphone to Apple I-PHONE 4S and I felt so fond of her new phone.How I just wished that I could own one too......You know that phone is not so an easy phone......not just that it's new and the latest in model,but also in the apps of it.My samsung galaxy ace seems so out dated ready.Thirdly,today is Mustafa's BD.His family give him a surprise by sending him a hamper to the office.Wa.......how I wish mummy will do the same for my birthday too.And lastly,I think........I really like him......but he seems to be closer to yee von.I really don't know.......is he just another guy,I like and ended up losing?I'm not sure.But I think he likes top student.This is for sure.Unless I can be better than yee von.......if not.......Maybe I don't deny,I'm jealous.Although this little yee von maybe innocent after all,but I really worry......they will end up being together.This kind of thing......so hard to say one......haiz.............

2011-10-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

I just came back from Genting Highland today......Didn't really enjoyed the trip though.......All thanks to my cousin aunt.Who was like a nanny to a little girl.I tell you.......I was super annoyed by her throughout the trip.She follows me everywhere I went......from shopping to casino and even to the toilet.This is damn annoying.I don't like people like that.I mean.....I'm 21 ready.......not 12 year old.Why does she needs to follow me everywhere I go?She can go shopping on her own and meet me somewhere at certain timing what.I hope she doesn't come should we go anywhere in future!If she go.....I won't go le.......Haiz.......I reached S'pore custom @ 5 plus.....6....then rushed all my way to sch.....At last I'm in sch now....

Updating my life......

2011-09-28T18:15:00.002+08:00

Feel like updating my life these days.....One word.....BUSY!But not to worry.......I'm going to the peak soon.....Yippee!I can't wait.But first,I have to complete my work stuff first......Seeing so many DOs on my tray,I faintz.......lol.......But no matter what,I will key them all before going for my holiday.....that's a responsibility.........I have to bear.Hm........few more days,I'll be @ Genting Highland......a place out of stress.......out of noise and of course air pollution!At last,I can get into the casino........Wish me best of luck k?So that I can get more credits for my shopping!!!!I will get refreshed there and start anew when I get back........a lot of things will be removed from my mind....my life.......

2011-09-20T18:31:00.002+08:00

The exams results for last sem is released @ 2pm today.Well.......I got 2 As and 2 Bs.....surprisingly........Econs......B?Big joke man........All along I have been getting like just pass only......GPA was 3.6.I always remember what mummy told me before......To be humble no matter how good I am.Infact,I dun consider myself good enough too......my distinction for accounts had been "stolen" away by Meng Wee.....Tks ah,man!I will work harder the next round.....I will want to get it back.....haha!Crazy le......Really must work harder the next round......This is like a dream man.....OMG!!!!I can't believe my eyes.Congrats to my 2 friends....Yee Von and Meng Wee though......for getting GPA 4.......haha......

2011-09-18T21:31:00.002+08:00

Today was home the entire day......Coz mum complained headache.My god.....Morning I was up @ around 10am.Then decided to sweep and mop the floor @ last.Have not being doing so for the past few weeks.....ever since 27 last month.Haha....coz lazy le.......After that I washed my toilet.....coz it's really smell.Then later I bring present to cousin as tmr is her birthday.Later came home and finally clear my wardrobe.Actually,I have many nice clothing....But I always chose to wear what's visible to me....lol.....lazy girl......From now on,I shall be more organized ba....

2011-09-14T18:04:00.002+08:00

I'm in school now......In the lab.Haha......I'm always the first one to come.....lol......Starting don't know that the lab never lock......so always wonders around down stair.....but now that I know that the lab is open,I will sure come right up.......And good thing is,I don't have to carry the heavy laptop to school to "kill time" anymore since I can use the lab's computer now.Usually I don't blog but these days,I do blog a lot though........Well.....excited about coming Monday.......got new colleague over @ Sales Dept.Heard that it's going to be a guy.........Could he be my next target?LOL......kidding.....I have yet to see him......and to know him of course.But I do hope he is going to be a mature and decent young man......Since he is like in his early 30s.....I heard.Hm......Anyway,I leave everything to Faith now....Just wish to make a new friend out of him......that would be good enough ready.....

2011-09-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

Today I went back to school after work for that stupid vocational module........Sianz.......You know what's that module is about?.....Microsoft.......LOL......isn't this similar to the Office Application(OA) class that I used to attend in the ITE days......haha!Kind of......This time,the lecturer is damn strict.....He doesn't allow us to use the net during the class.....of coz not allowed la....we are here to "learn" how to use the microsoft application ma.......This module will last 3 weeks.....thanked god.....3 weeks.....not too long......not short either.......I just do my best to follow k?Don't want to miss any little bit.......Good luck......The haze condition damn bad......especially during night time......made me so headache now.......Don't even want to have dinner.....I just want to get into bed asap!!!

2011-09-11T00:50:00.002+08:00

2nd day back @ outlet..........Helen off today.....So Mandy put me @ cashier the entire day.........Starting was a damn torture man........she nagged @ me like hell over latest promotions and stuff........even saying that she will throw me out of cashier if I don't buck up.....Do you think I really like to do cashiering?I'm like in my own world there.You know?Plus now got delivery.......more stressed sia.Suddenly feel that.......Lot 1 is more and more like West Mall le.Outlet turned so big in space.........and doing delivery.Haiz......why?Sister Agnes.......really want to make all her staff crazy man.......Anyway......I just did my best for the night.......Didn't get much nagging after my break le.....Heng lor.I just felt some unfairness.........the way Mandy treats Ah Min and the way she treats the rest of us.I never see him being scolded by her........or nagged by her.Whatever he does,it will just be right.........even if it's wrong.And whatever we does,it's always seems to annoy her.I don't know why.......I plan to stay......@ least till the dinner and dance night.Then see how, may be leaving after that coz I just felt left out.Last time I was part of the lot 1 part timers group......but now,I just feel.........I'm damn left all......just bcoz I worked less........just bcoz many things just changes........the feeling is damn strange le.......

2011-09-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

Today I finally went back to sushi job........After turning 21......after the renovation......after so long,I finally stepped into the brand new outlet to work.The outlet turned bigger indeed and more spacious......but manpower remained the same.I'm the runner for the night.You know.....having to run blurly around the outlet was a challenge.I didn't know where to go to where.Lucky........Yi Qun was nice enough to guide me along.All of a sudden,she became my "senior".I felt so new......But luck also I was able to adapt fast to the new environment.You know........I was away for nearly a month......but it's seems like I was away for a year.Many things changed without my knowledge.The most obvious one was............人情味少了。Some people tend to ignore you.....no longer friendly.......Others refused to lend helping hand when runner side start to jam.Gosh.......what had happened to the friendly outlet that it is before renovation?If this is the case, I will rather it don't undergo any renovation and remain as torn as before......At least people are friendly......

2011-09-05T20:48:00.002+08:00

Wa piangz.......virus is everywhere!MY GOD!Mummy is coughing like hell!I can't stand it.......I'm sorry.....I'm also sick.....still recovering......If you are sick,then go and rest.If you cough,drink water or eat a sweet.But I dun understand.......you like to cough like hell.....cough until very loud......until you threw things out......and this is damn annoying......you know?I'm already in a very bad mood....so dun disturb me will you?

2011-09-04T21:11:00.002+08:00

Went to had a new look this afternoon.......Feel like I am "playing" with my hair again......Few years ago, I permed my hair and looked more like an aunty.And it had became a great fear to me since then.So I went to rebond it.And today,once again,I went to perm it.I know......permed hair won't looked good at first de......but hope it will looked more natural as times pass.I really hope.......$80.....not cheap though.If I very fast say want to go and rebond back......mummy sure nag de...haha.....Got a surprise for all @ work tomorrow and @ school next week....Hope no one will have a good laugh at me upside down man......I just want to get a new look though.....and since perm hair is like a trend these days.....I thought I should just try it out....haha.....

2011-09-03T22:13:00.003+08:00

No jokes........These few days I had been spending long hours in the office.Thursday.......one day after I returned from my leave,I started to go on ot until 9 plus.Then yesterday was 10 plus.....Today.......also from morning till 7 plus.You know?This is really torturing.......and tiring.But I guess this is the way......I kept myself busy......leaving no more extra time to think about the unnecessary things and people.I was upset by someone......by somethings......Maybe anyone can say that I'm trying to escape from facts......from real life.....But this is just the way I handle things.I don't know......Before,I used to cry and throw tantrum over things I'm mad and upset with.But not now anymore.No matter how shattered my heart can get.........how desperate I may be feeling......how mad I am........it's will only react internally......Perharps this is part of growing up. But one thing I am very sure of,and that is I'm a grown up. I should be acting like a young adult not a baby who only knew to wail......to vent anger.After that night of celebration and stuff,I feel that the priorities of my life began to change.In the past, it was love and family.But now,it is work and studies.I'm not saying that I don't put family under my priority anymore......just that it is no longer one of the top 2 priorities of my life.I must admit.These days.....becoz of job......I neglected family.....neglected my mum.Office became my second home.I spent more time there.I'm sorry.....As for love life........it had been pushed right till the end......the very end.......I decided to let go of all that I always wanted for.I decided to let fate decide the rest.I realised this is not something I can control anymore.Each time I crush on someone,it will return with nothing.Every crush experiences fails me.....upset me.....what for?Afterall, I have better things to go for......other than these silly guys.......

2011-08-31T18:58:00.002+08:00

Finally, the exams are over.Today we had our last and final paper.....Management.I tell you......When I saw the paper,I was stunned.But slowly,I try and get something out of it.I hope I am able to get it through the paper.After the paper, Yee Von and Syairah had suggested on my birthday night to go out for lunch as a celebration for completing the exams and my belated birthday.Meng Wee drove us to Clementi Mall, together with maureen too.It took us quite a while to choose the location we are going to have lunch @.After much discussion,we went to Long John Silver.We ate and chat along the way.....haha.We got to find out more about each other.When we are walking to the mall,I saw nick just standing @ the door in front of CITIGEMS.But I didn't have any courage to even walked past the shop.Why?I just feel......Aiyo......Anyway, I had a great day today.....Felt so relax now.......Now I'm feeling sleepy......after all those sleepy medicine....my god....

２１岁了。

2011-08-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

今天，我２１岁了。虽然２１岁了，但我不觉得自己老了。反而觉得我的＂大人＂人生才刚要开始。以前的那些＂幼稚＂想法，相信都得改掉。我要学学做个正经的大人了，学学如何打扮了。上个星期六，老妈替我举行了一个派对。我觉得那晚，我真的美呆了。看看那晚拍的照片，我很难相信那美女就是我。羞死了。相信以前的＂爱恨情仇＂，都是时候放下了。这样才可以，从新开始嘛！你说是吗？在此，想在这里，特别谢谢妈眯！是她，让我有那么一个完美的２１岁生日派对。当然也不忘感谢其他家人，协助我妈，确保一切都很顺利。还有，那些朋友们的生日祝福与礼物，都谢谢大家。今年的礼物都很丰富，有很多都是我最喜欢的＂HELLO KITTY＂的。等我找个时间要打扫一下我的＂垃圾房间＂了，我要把她变回一间可爱的＂公主房＂或是我的＂HELLO KITTY 小天地＂。看我，又好像小女孩了。哈哈！

2011-08-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

Today I celebrated my 21st birthday @ Downtown East Chalet.It started off with a rushed morning as mummy needs to get home to vote for the Presidential Elections.Also to pray as tomorrow is the last day of the lunar 7th month.So since mummy needs to return for voting,we must as well pray today. On the way home,we also went to sheng siong to get some stuff for tonight's party.Then after the voting and praying,we followed third aunt car and we went back to the chalet togther along with ah ma. When we reached there,after resting for a while,I received my first few presents.It was a gold chain and pendant from ah ma, and a mini key pendant from aunt.Immediately, I was asked to put them on.Later, I did some preparation of the food and around 4pm,I went to Tampinese 1 SASA for a make up.There were already some people q-ing for it....so I got to wait for like few hrs.At least one and a half.It was a long wait though.....but I just want to look great tonight.So I waited........By the time I completed the make up,it was already time.The first group to arrive was my part time gang.Though it was just the few that turns up, I was happy to see them.Then followed by the CMP colleagues.Most brought their kids along too......and cousin Angela was in charge of attending to my little guests.Haha!You know,I felt like a princess.I did enjoyed myself.....very much.With the help of aunties and cousins,everything went quite smoothly.......Not forgetting my dearly mummy,who really helped to organise this event for me.....From booking of chalet to finding buffet.......to buying bbq stuff........Without her,this party will not be so successful.Great credits to her.She showed her mother's love.....really......Despite being sick.......despite her painful legs......she was willing to run about for me.....for my party.Thank you Mummy......And everyone who was part of my party.....Becoz of all your presence,it made my joy and happiness tonight.

Return back to work.....

2011-07-03T01:16:00.002+08:00

Today, finally I returned back to work - Sakae Sushi. After resting for a week.......haha.......I must admit.Ever since I started to attend school, the schedule I gave was hell.But I had no choice. I try my best to give schedule though......This time go back and work,I acted like a new comer man....lol......Sometimes just want to let it go,but to be honest to myself,我舍不得。I spent 3 yrs of my life,serving and "playing"here and there.You asked me to let it go?How will I bare to leave?This is a tough decision to make.Give me some more time.I still will say......See how.Sakae is the place that I grow and learn about customer service.It's also the place I make friends........and fooled around with some.If time allow,I really hope to continue to serve Sakae Sushi,at least for another 2 more years,till I get my 5 yrs long service award again.I remember during last year annual dinner and dance,when I got my 3 yrs long service and nick got his 5 yrs,I was thinking in another 2 yrs time,he'll be getting his 7th yr one and me the 5th yr one together again......But now,he left ready.He chose to leave.......for something better now.What about me?I guess I have to start thinking too......Turning 21 soon......Haix.......now doing accounting homework lor......it's kind of tough......having to do homework after a day of work.But no choice,got to do.........

2011-06-30T20:24:00.002+08:00

Today is month end........CLOSING!!!!Lucky,it was a quick one.I was quite worried.......what if we can't finished by 5pm?Which means we have to stay back........and which means I have to miss lessons?OMG!But lucky all my worries are so extra.Hm.......so I went to school as usual.Guess what?Ms Mila didn't turn up.I mean can you imagine that?A lecturer just forgotten her night class and worst still, never even inform us?Everyone was in class.......waiting and waiting.......Piangz.....But after that she told me she not feeling well.At least I think she should sms me or maureeen.......and us to pass down msg ma.But she never.Everyone seemed so pissed off.I hope she will give us a clear explanation next week.So that at least we will be more willing to go for the make up class......

2011-06-07T22:14:00.002+08:00

Finally the marketing project is over.But I don't think we did well.Hm........at last,we let him go.Sorry,yong wen.Think we can't afford to have you in our group anymore.Maybe you will be better in Jesssica's group.I wish you well.....just like you had wished me.I hope you don't be like when you were with us.Or you will have the same ending again.Second CA,I will make sure we will do better than your group.Becoz I heard.....you all doing ice cream.I think you've betrayed us.You must be the one....Purposely.Never mind,let's see who is better.

2011-06-04T09:30:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling quite down these days.?YW is getting too overboard.According to him,he feel that I'm giving him attitude.But I think.......the problem lies in him,and not me!Firstly,he owes me money for the marketing text for a a month already.And he doesn't automatic give it back.Everytime I asked,he pretended.That was not all.Before the project,he talk very big."Ok,the project just leave it to me."And in the end,he drag and drag.And all he gave was rubbish!A report full of grammatical and spelling errors.And what?He critised my ppt,when his part wasn't even well done in the first place.This kind of ppl........I really dun know how to deal with.......Now all I asking for is that he pay me back soon.......After that,whatever he do or say will be none of my business ready.This person is hopeless.I'll washed my hand off him.Yesterday,he sms me and I felt that he trying to threaten me.Well done.........One of the other group member sms me too.....asking me about him.But I didn't want to comment any further.Coz I have enough problems.I want to make things here too......I don't comment not because I'm scare of him.But because I feel that I need not be so evil.I'll still leave some path for him.......And let the other group personally know him better.But hopefully he will wake up......and realised his mistakes.Maybe this is what people call....."RETRIBUTIONS".Last time I was nasty......so now I faces this kind of nasty people in poly.Lucky........got some friends like maureen,yee von and syahirah by my side to help......if not I really.Don't know how.Haix.........I wonder.....are there still good guys around?Actually yes.The MW is not bad.His management for the report was superb.I'm thankful to him,unlike the uncle.......Men of almost the same age.......but of 2 kind......

2011-06-02T01:31:00.002+08:00

Ever since poly life started,I had been super busy.Everyday.....work,school and homework.......just all these will packed my entire day.Everything went quite ok until today,I'm in a very bad mood right now.I didn't know......some people can just be so agitated over little little things.And it really upset me.On this first Marketing class, best friend Maureen and I met YW.And that time,Maureen was harrassed by someone mentally illed.I want to protect her but end up also scared of that person.Then this YW became someone to protect us.But now,he is someone we hated most.He's damn bossy.......and his EL really damn bad.For the next CA,I hope he can get out of my group.I really can't work with him anymore.He is so........I think I'll be drive to grave if I continue to work with this kind of ppl.Haiz.....at last,I saw something.....report printed.......Ppt done.......prayed hard that everything goes well tmr.4 yrs.........a long journey.......But I'll hang on there....At least for the sake of mommy,daddy and myself.I'll survive.Gambatteh neh!

2011-05-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

Just return home from Melecca not long ago.It's quite tiring now.......But I still can't sleep yet.I have to at least complete my stupid accounting hmwk first.It's kind of hard.....especially when my eyes are about to close soon.Gosh.......I guess at least for this "critical" period of time,I have to make use of the FB and msn to keep me awake.Really not easy.......But I did enjoyed the trip.Although shopping time were quite rushy.......but perharps,it's never meant to be a shopping trip.It's a singing tour for ladies.Maybe for ladies,they should plan a shopping tour next time.

2011-05-13T00:55:00.000+08:00

These nights,I really stayed up damn late.Ever since school started,I always make sure I complete my homework before going to bed,this is not easy.Especially this week,I have 5 days of class.Not a single day of "OFF" day,not even a single day that I can stay in the office for OT.I'm feeling so tired now.......it's already the forth day,one more day to go.I'm tired,so are my two friends.I know,they are equally tired.......and also those in my class.All we can do now is only to cling on,I guess.Having to work in the day is already quite tired,still have to go for lectures at night.PLUS!Projects and CAs are being all clashed into the same weeks.Will going to be very busy le.I have no choice.But have to stop sakae for some time,maybe 2 weeks.I'll see how after 2 weeks.But most probably meantime I got to stop.Haiz........going to miss my peeps,but really no choice.

2011-04-27T12:43:00.001+08:00

Gosh...........I think I'm going down man...........I have more worries these days.......Full Time work,closing coming up.Part time work,not giving enough schedule......people leaving.....And SCHOOL!!!!!Homework and projects coming up.......Luckily,my peers were quite understanding and encouraging me to work and strive hard.They motivates me........Hope that these people can really motivates me.Gambatteh.....neh!!!!

很想就这样........

2011-04-25T06:48:00.000+08:00

她看我......看得那么一文不值。很想干脆一点，死了，一了百了!反正，她也不会在乎，她很狠我，好像凡事都是我的错。她伤害了我的人，我的自尊心。可惜，我真的没那么大的勇气，去自杀。因为我怕........就这样走了，很多遗憾。但我知道一天不死，我的人生就要面对很多挫折，很多考验。她不懂得体谅，凡事都要我听她的。她几时才会明白，我已经长大了，但不是她所说的，翅膀硬了。有时，我就像是她的一条狗，被她绑到死死的。有时，我又像是她的奴隶，必须伺候着她。为什么？她要这样对我？我是人，不是狗。我是她女儿，不是她的奴隶。她这样对我，我的尊严何在？凡事要我迁就她，那谁来迁就我？谁来明白我？谁来爱我？不是说我喜欢和她顶嘴，只是有时候她真的太过分了。身为一个妈妈，她有时也管得太多，太紧了。这样下去，我会很累。我也不知道，我该怎么办？天啊！有时很想永远睡下去，永远不要醒过来！

2011-04-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

Well..........Today I got lots to say.As usual,I went to see dad with mom.You know.......his action is like a little kid.Gosh.......dad suddenly became like my little brother.Haiz.I also dun know to feel happy or upset over tis.Then as we were leaving dad's place,mom suddenly make a fuss over the money she gave me.To be honest,I hardly have time to go and update my bank book.I was damn busy these days.............Don't she understand?Tat was not all.She showed me a damn black face all the way to expo.At expo,she also nagged.Then at one point she nag until I can't take it,so I walked very fast.She yelled at me behind,saying she is not going to let me into the house if I continue to walk fast.Then as she nags,it got louder and louder.You know,the people around were all staring at me.My face all kana thrown ready.So I frankly speak up my mind and told her not to scream at me.I told her very embarrassing de.I thought she will understand.But not.......she didn't.She say why she must listen to me?Who is the mother and who is the daughter?At the platform,she even threatened to throw me down the platform.This is my mother.She wants to end my life!I don't care.........even if tis was due to anger.No matter wat,she shouldn't say tis.And even a 8,9 yr old child don't wish to be scolded on street...........plus,I'm already a 21 yr old.She acts like a child at times.She throws tantrum as and when she likes to...........so wat?If she's a mother.I see on streets..........some other pairs of mother and daughter,they are like friends.Can talk about everything........anything.But me and her?I think I'm more like a slaves to her.To serve her.........to let her throw her tantrum at.You know?I really suffered a lot being her daughters these days.Sometimes,I just want to shift out of the house if I'm capable enough.Haiz.........I know.She's very stressed over dad's accident.........especially after the accident,he can only lie in the nursing home all day long.......loss of income,additional expenses.But...........I also hope she understands.I have to work 2 jobs..........and attend class four nights a week.You think it's easy?You think tis is my ideal life?I also going through a very bad life.But who understands?I hope to have someone to share and go through all these with me..........But who?I like who.......who will go.This weekend,I faced 2 majors saddness.He goes......mom's mad over little stuff......argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!If tis kind of thing going to go on,I sure strike depression one day!Believe it or not.

2011-04-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

From today,I'm going to attend lessons after work.I'm not sure.......if I'm ready for all these......but I promise.....I'll try my best.I dun want to disappoint mom........and those friends who are supporting behind me.I'll try my best.Today.....I attended my first class.Accounting.I know.......many things sounded quite fimilar.But........I guess I had been out of sch for at least a yr.....time to recall the things I've forgotten.Hope I'll just be as good for this subject.I made one close friend.....still trying to learn her name though....lol.......time to do homework.....and then bed.....bye

2011-04-09T09:26:00.002+08:00

I just saw my poly time table last night.....SHIT!It's going to mess up all my planning......Wednesday?Class at 2pm?I where got enough leave?This is very pathetic!How can?Thought evening class only.......?What shld I do now?Out of anxiety,I said something out to mom.......saying tat she dun allow me to study full time.....now so much problem.And now she's mad.She just don't understand.......and she never will.She just know how to throw tantrum.......and make me even more upset.When I say last time I wanted to study private.....she say what?She don't have money to let me have that kind of studies.......If not I would have graduated.....MONEY!!!!!Are you really so important?Last time,mom and dad fight over you.Now......me and mom fight over you again!Why?Shit!I'm mentally pressured!!!!!I'm tired.....I'm sick too........I don't know how.......really don't know.This is going to be a damn cruel part of my life!Gosh......take it or leave it.I've crying.......since last night.....and I'm having a damn bad headache.......I guess......I'm not going to sleep well.......since yesterday night and for the rest of the nights.

2011-04-03T00:42:00.002+08:00

Who thinks that being cashier is the best job in the entire operation?If you think so,then I must say that you are damn wrong man!If you think that I love doing the post of cashier,again I tell you......you are wrong!Yes.......I admit,I used to like it......USED TO.....but not now.Not after helen went on long mc.....I felt that I was "locked" in that little space with the dumb cashier machine....just me and it to face all kinds of customers.I'm really.......Desperate.....I should say.Some customers came up to me......complaining how long their food took to turn up......others were unsure of the rebate system of the membership and have to take a long time to explain........despite the long queue I am getting.Gosh.......And others........just don't listen properly when I repeat orders............I faces all kinds of customers.....the good ones.....and of coz the bad ones.........Some f*** me........Others,I wish I could F*** them too.......but I can only show a forced face out.Fellow collegues......I just hope you all can spare a thought for the cashier.....be it me or helen......afterall,cashiering isn't just all out receiving payments.........but also about service recovery.

2011-04-01T12:42:00.002+08:00

Well.....sch will be starting soon.......18th of this month.......I don't know......to feel happy or sad.......to be excited or desperate?Haha..........Going back to sch is a new start for me.........after leaving sch for like a year already.I'll work hard.....and strive hard.When I study,facebook will be off......this is my goal.Jia you to me!

你知道吗？

2011-03-29T12:57:00.000+08:00

妈眯，你知道吗？我最近很伤心，很悲。只从那天你从吉隆坡回来就对我发脾气的那一刻，我的心就开始哭了。你很恨我吗？就因为几句话，你就不理我，整天给我臭脸？？何必呢？你要知道，现在我是你唯一的依靠，你也是我唯一的依靠。如果我们彼此都不爽着对方，那我们要怎么一起生活？还是........你觉得我是你的负担？你知道吗？有些你曾说过的话，的确听了很伤人，或许你永远不会明白，我的心其实是玻璃做的。没错，我有颗玻璃心！很容易就会碎的。你到底要我怎么做，你告诉我！我快疯了！你看在日本，有多少户家庭被大海破坏，有多少人被大海溺死？为什么我们就不能学会珍惜着彼此呢？为什么母女要搞到好像仇家似的呢？你说是吗？妈眯，就算我求求你好吗？别在这样了，找一天，我们冷静坐下来谈心好吗？

2011-03-27T17:31:00.002+08:00

Hm.......I'm in the NLB now.Waiting for mommy to return from her trip.She told me that the estimated time was 4pm to 5pm.But till now,she hasn't even reached s'pore.She sms me just now saying there was a jam in JB.........Now I got to wait here......boring.I tell you......if know earlier,I should had brought my own laptop here.......The coms here are damn lousy......cannot fb......Sian.......I think they don't allow people to play game......that's why they blocked the website.Now I can only blog......haha!Lucky can blog.....Hope the jam there will resume soon,and mommy will come soon.......I'm damn bored and sleepy.Didn't really sleep well these days.....You know,I want to sms him.....but I guess I don't want to disturb him either.Today's sunday,think he need to study......ya so,I can't be so selfish also ma.Now can only wait,wait and wait........grr........my stomach calling......hungry.....haha!

2011-03-06T01:06:00.001+08:00

Today was a bad day...............Early early......kana fuck by mandy.........why?Over the stupid promotions going on.You know?March's a terrible month.......so many promo going on.Yes........she say she had wrote everything in that" bible book",just that I didn't go and read it.I admit,I didn't read with understanding......just glance through.That dull book......who will be interested in that.I went to so many outlets,only lot 1 does that alright?Then she like disturbing me......first round,she put me cashier in the floor plan.Then bcoz I can't say out the promo,she change me.......To be honest,I rather be outside.No stress....Helen will be on mc........another 2 weeks.Wa lao!She puts me in a damn difficult position.Then in the end,still I do cashiering.Wheather I make mistake.....I'm not sure.Sad.......tired and damn miserable!!!!!~~~~~

2011-03-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

Oh yes.........My application for the part time diploma coz @ sp was successful.Thank god!I was worrying.......coz there wasn't news for a long time.At last........I'm going back to school.I must jia you!Can't waste mommy's money anymore.This is my choice.I'll work hard.......Wish me good luck.When I'm more occupied,I will have lesser time to think about not important stuff..which is good.....

2011-02-28T21:55:00.003+08:00

Since this morning,all the people in my office wasn't in good mood.Especially those in the dinner and dance commitee.Gosh......At 9am,a meeting wasn't held for them by the MD(Managing Director),the biggest japanese boss in the company.He was super angered by what happened last friday.Sakai San and one of the production staff was asked to perform on stage topless.This is like a critism to the japs,I guess as japanese are the more mannered kind.Which means they won't anyhow go topless and stuff........I guess all these are the fault of the organiser,not the commitee.As today everyone was not in good mood,I didn't dare to talk much too.Afraid to say the wrong thing.A memo was being issued to apologise and we were all told to remove any photos on regards to that.Last friday night,I knew something was wrong when I saw the MD's face black.But I just didn't expect things to be that serious.I hear.......Sakai san had a great lecture after the dinner that day.And we may not be having anymore dinner and dance in future.That's what I heard.Not sure if it's true.If so,this is my first and last dinner and dance in Chugoku......sob sob.....no fun!

2011-02-27T21:57:00.004+08:00

Today.........I went to visit dad as usual together with mom in the morning.At noon,I went for an outing with the 2 guys......Supposed to be 6 people de.But ended up only 3 of us......But still had fun,haha!First,we went to pkw to eat.Hm.........I went to pkw outlet for a reason.But wasn't able to meet the person I wanted to meet......sob sob!Haix!No fate la!Anyway,I met the rest of the pkw staff.After that,we walked over to east coast park.For once,I know we can walk over........Ah min leds the way.But until we reached there,we find that there's nothing really much that we can do there.Except walking around.Ah min actually wanted to ride a bike.But........me and lewis can't ride.....so he didn't ride too......Finally,I get rid of the 2 bottles.Tks ah.....guys......for accompany me to go there and get rid of the bottles....haha!No la......Anyway,I did enjoyed the day.......Hope to have another outing like this.....but hope to have more people to participate the next time lor!

2011-02-26T01:43:00.002+08:00

Well.........I just went for my company's dinner and dance few hrs ago........This is my first one with Chugoku.......Was hoping to win something in lucky draw....But in the end I got none....lol.....Anyway,I think........the food wasn't good.......And I think.......the atmosphere was wrong!First is sakai san kana sabotage......He was asked to dance half nude with a chair......Then it was me.But some things.......it's hard to do.....Sorry........I can't play this kind of thing......I rather lose.This is me.........I know what I should do and not do......even if it was a game.But ya......there were quite a lot of laughter for me tonight........Such as asking men to wear heels........Men to have a kiss mark on their faces......ladies holding men's socks with their hand.....it was kind of yucky though.......haha!I admit.....I have been quite sporting through all this......bring up socks.....until the part to change for the best attire one......scary.......things I can't do......I can't do.......

2011-02-21T20:51:00.002+08:00

Today after work,I went back to pkm.This time for a special reason............as a different post.I went back.......Not to work.......Not to eat........but to bid farewell to sis sheryl.You know?Her sudden resignation was a shocking news to me.I didn't expect it was such a fast act.Her last day is this thursday......She wanted to leave silently,quietly though.I'm going to miss her for sure........Words can't express my heartfelt feeling......really.Take care jie jie.........And remember that today......you promised to keep in touch with me......no matter where you are.

2011-02-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

Well........next coming monday is Valentine's day........And I'm starting to feel lonely........Gosh.....Dead..........Sad.........I don't know how to describe my feeling now.......really.....I'm tired.........really tired of waiting for the right guy.......to appear in my life.

2011-02-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

After so many days of holidays.........going back to work was terrible!I felt lazy.........but after work,I went to JP for a japanese buffet.........We ate till so full......haha!But seriously......the sashimi there were good..........but the price........was also quite ex.......maybe once a while ok.......not on a frequent basis lor....hehe!Got quite a lot of ang pao too......Thanks to those who given me......make me so pai say sia!

2010-10-20T21:50:00.002+08:00

The haze condition is damn terrible these days..........Even at night,the weather is super humid.I hate this.......I really hate this.I'm sweating like hell now.Haiz.......many things are in my mind right now.But........Anyway,I don't know what I should do now.Everything seems to annoy me.......be it work,be it weather..........or even my life.Just hope that the weather can get better tmr.......

2010-10-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

Well..........I just came home from Sakae's Annual Dinner and Dance 2010.I really enjoyed myself tonight..........I left home and went to SASA for make up at aroung 4 plus.But before tat,I went to this glasses shop to seek help from the ppl there on how to put on the contact lens as I had difficulty.Then I went to have my make up on.......After I had the make up,I got a great shock!Oh dear!I'm no longer me.Then after that,I returned home to get my shoes changed.I left home feeling excited at 6 plus.Finally I reached the destiny.I was super excited.......And finally I reached the ballroom......given lucky draw tickets and then I was asked to go and collect my long service award prize.It was a trophy.....with a cert and $100.But I think they can only find my trophy.But sooner,just before I go up the stage,I got my cert and cheque.I really enjoyed the night.....really.

2010-10-13T20:34:00.002+08:00

Guess what?It's 8 plus at night.And I'm alone at home.....feeling hungry and tired.After work,I received a sms from mum asking me if I want to meet her at certain place where she is meeting her friends.Then I told her no.....and I will join her for dinner when she is back.But till now,she had not called or send me any messages.Come on,I'm waiting for her to return.Yet.........I never had lunch this afternoon.....only a cup of cereal that lasted till now.Where is she man?At least.....she should called me up and tell me if she is returning late.So that I can settle my own dinner and go to bed soon.But nope,she kept me waiting and waiting.....without a single call or message.Later if I feel too tired,I shall go to bed.

2010-10-07T20:37:00.002+08:00

Today was a great day.I went to work as usual in the morning.Then 2 of seniors(Kelly & Candy) asked me if I want to take half day leave and go out shopping with them.At first,I say I'll consider first.Then after that,I decided to go with them.We took the car of another collegue who was also on half day leave to our first destination,lunch at sakura woodlands.I was actually quite careful when choosing the food.I was worried that all my effort these days will be wasted.Well........after that we went to the old woodlands checkpoint to do some shopping.Also bought nothing much except that I saw this wallet that mommy eyed on at KL.......I bought it for her birthday gift.Planned to give her that together with the photo calendar I made and bought last night.I hope she will like them.Now I'm left with the making of one more card to go.I plan to write something special and touching for her.You know,since daddy's accident,she became an important part of my life.Without her,I won't be who I am today.Yes....at times,I do find her nagging annoying........but I know all these are becoz she cares.She's just being over-protective le.But ya........she leds me to the right path of life,when I don't actually know what I really wanted.Anyway,her actual day is next friday.But this sunday I'm holding a birthday dinner for her and maybe getting a day off next friday from sakae to celebrate the day with her.Although all these may be costing me a bomb......But to be honest,I just want her to be happy......at least on her special day.

2010-10-06T13:00:00.002+08:00

Why?Jack just now call me.......You know what he said to me?He told me that my name wasn't in the d n d list.What the!What is happening now?I had planned so much changes for that night and now you are telling me that I'm unable to go?This is ridiculars man!I just want to cry........to scream.Anyway,Jack says he will check..........Haix........hope he will have a outcome I want to hear.......And not one that I rather not hear.I'm really very the sad now........

2010-09-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

Hm.......I'm not feeling well....... 上吐下泻.......going to die liao.Today......I went to work as usual....thinking that I'll be able to survive through.But I never did.It was all a force.I sat at my office desk........yet my heart is sleeping.........At 2 plus,I went to see doctor.Doctor wanted to give me a half day mc for today.....but I think I will have a full day tmr.Coz I had already worked for half a day liao.No point.......Haiz.....why now?Closing soon........Better to get well soon.......Coz I won't want to miss the d n d I'm longing for.......

2010-09-20T22:39:00.003+08:00

Well......it had been quite some time since I last posted on this blog ready.Coz I'm pretty busy these days.....so not much time to actually come here.I'm more on facebook though,haha!Hm.......this is sakae's dinner and dance will fall on 18 Oct,a monday night.Great thing is I'm allowed to go.You know.I just can't wait for that night to arrive.I'm intending to get really special this year.Really.Ok,let's stop talking about this as it's still quite far away though.Let me atlk about something nearer.My confirmation with Chugoku........tmr will be the day.Thank god!I've survived three months here now.From tmr onwards,I shall be officially be part and partial of the Chugoku family.But no matter what,I know that I'll always be the little baby there.Coz I'm the youngest there ma.Also good what,all the uncles and aunties there will loved me as though I'm their children.Hopefully,I can survived another one or two or even three yrs there..Pray hard for me that I'll be doing fine k?

2010-09-06T20:06:00.002+08:00

Well.........kelly went on leave today.Infact,she won't be in the office for this entire week.I'm starting to miss her,just on her first day away.Coz without her around,I have lots to do.I had to do extra infact.At first,I thought I'll be very free when she's away.But I was wrong,I get super busy.Anyway,it's also a good time for me to learn more things.Becoz of her away,I had to learn to do drafting for cash sales......be it it belongs to the container dept or the industry or even the marine one.And becoz of her away,I had to learn to do things independently as I dun want to disturb serene as she has lots more to do also.Anyway,I'm at home alone right now.Mom had started on her shift work this week.On alternate basis,she has to rotate her shift.This week,she's working the 2nd one(3pm-11pm).Which means to say...........she won't be at home.I'll be lonely.Super!I guess the laptop is the only thing tat can keep my occupied for now.

2010-08-30T23:55:00.001+08:00

Today......I celebrated my 20th birthday......Hmm.......nothing much though.......went to work as usual......like any other mondays........having quite a lot of monday blues in the morning.How I wish I need not go to work today.But I still went.......Unpaid leave isn't nice afterall.Finally endured till after work.I went to chao chu kang to meet aunt and my 2 cousins.We had planned to go for the sakura buffet as it is on promotion.I called few days ago and I was told that I would have a place.But when we reached there,the asst manager told us that they didn't had my name.Ridiculars.Luckily,aunt had an arguement with him and in the end we were given a seat.Well............we ate quite a lot.....till very full.I couldn't stop on the salmon sashimi........haha!We went home at around 10 plus.Today was a nice day.........went to had buffet as a way of celebrating my special day.Never mind if this year it turn out to be a little quiet though.........coz I plan to hold a big party next year.Before I end this post,I want to thank mommy especially,for both inviting the family for a meal last night and for all her lovely hello kitty presents this year......!

2010-08-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

Tonight................mommy celebrates my birthday by calling up a dinner among the entire family.Tks mommy........I received quite a number of presents and I already can't wait to get them opened even before the clock strike 12am.Haha!Out of all the presents,mommy's present for me was my favourite.It was a heart-shaped box pasted with lots of hello kitty stickers and inside in were quite a number of hello kitty items.Oh dear!I just loved them all so much..........I'm really quite happy that the presents I got were mostly of hello kitty.......I'm like living in a hello kitty world.....u know.Well......tomorrow,I shall try wearing something special.I want to be pretty.....at least for tomorrow........

2010-08-27T12:44:00.002+08:00

Tat night..........I couldn't sleep.Tat night........I cried the entire night.It was late at night.I was telling mummy that I wanted to get to bed.But,she insisted that I wait till she finish with her notes first.So I began throwing my tantrum.Then she got mad at me......Tat night,she screamed at me.........And worst thing is.....She refused to let me into the bedroom after she finishes........Then I went into my room and wanted to sleep.....But she refused to let me sleep too......This is damn ridiculars!Then she started to nag.......After a long nag,she finally allow me up the bed.But still,I can't sleep the entire night........I cried......and thought of many many things.You know......at that very moment,I wishes that someone can be by my side.....to support me........to care for me........But I was all alone.........in this sad sad world......

2010-08-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

You know.........I bought this mini laptop few weeks ago.....Yet I hardly had any chance to use it.Coz mommy uses it most of the time de.So sianz.........I have to use this lousy one which alwayz hang and react so slow de.......

2010-08-11T20:24:00.002+08:00

Haiz..........Very long never touched this blog le.Coz I get damn tired each day I get home from work.......You know what?Mommy resigned from her job from this week onwards.OH DEAR!!!!!Grhh.........what am I to do?Support the family........became my responsibility?

【全球首播】MV-相反的我(The Opposite me )-張芸京

2010-08-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

2010-08-04T12:50:00.002+08:00

At last.........mommy agreed to let me have an ATM card........I just went to make it yesterday......Finally,I have my own card........No longer need to join the long q each time I go for my pay......haha!Well....now at office.Having break......later still got to cheong.......hopefully to finish typing in all the data before 5pm this evening......so can go home early....

2010-07-29T12:49:00.002+08:00

Well........it had been some time since I last came to this blog.One month plus le..........came into this company one month plus le.Feeling better compared to the time when I first came in.Thanks god,for letting me into this company.I really learnt lots of things here.......I get to handle invoices.......print invoices......etc..........At first,I find it a torture.....But now,I'm enjoying myself,really.

2010-07-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

Well.......haven touched this blog for quite sometime liao lor.Coz had been quite busy lately.I've started work at an office........This is my third week.Starting,I wasn't quite like my new job.Coz I was always scolded for every little thing I did wrong.Maybe also bcoz that was a busy period and my superior just lost her mom,so she bad mood.But recently,everything seems to be improving........which is good.But Fridays are always the most tiring day.14 hrs of work.For what?Money is the main reason I guess.But there are also other reasons behind it.You know......I just can't bear to leave sakae.Years in here..........made it harder to let go of it.So I chose to stay.......despite having a full time job now.I believe.......As long as I still have the breath to go on,I will not let go of sakae de.

2010-07-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

Well.......it had been quite sometime since I lasted posted here.That's simply bcoz I had found a new full time job and I can be so tired each day I get home that I hardly touched the laptop.New job.........I get scolded quite a lot......seriously......I'm not feeling good.....but I'm trying to adapt......to working with my fassy superior......

2010-06-17T00:22:00.002+08:00

God.............pls tell me wat to do?Things are getting to some stage I can no longer control.I'm in pain again.........I got the TUAS job......mommy is happy but not me!Actually I want to study LCCI instead..........Then go for a job after tat.But mom just can't understand my point.She insisted I must go for admin job.........and this is simply her will.Her own will........Yet I have to follow.......like it or not!I really hate tat u know.Why can't mom just learn to listen to her poor daughter sometimes?Respect her?Why?Why?Why?When will parents learn tat their teens child should be respected instead of pressured?I'm getting crazy soon........not surprised if one day I end up in wood bridge........I tell u.......if she continue to be like tat.

2010-06-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

Well.........I just came back from the KL and Melaka trip.Spent the last 6 days at Malaysia.I must say......I really enjoyed the trip.For the first 4 days.........we went to KL first.We stayed at a service apartment..........similar to a condo.Quite comfortable.And as it was quite famous for shopping there,I really shopped till I drop man!Then on the fifth day,we moved from KL to Melaka.The accomodation and shops there were opposite of those at KL.We stayed at Mahkota Hotel......which is similar to a 2 room flat.I tell you........most of my family members including me were kind of feeling quite uncomfortable about it.Gosh........but we did shopping as usual.But nothing much to buy actually,I must say I really enjoyed the trip.I wished to go there again.I really thanked aunty for organising this trip.

2010-06-07T01:09:00.002+08:00

Well........These days I'm getting damn tired about working full daily.Suddenly,I think I'm starting to miss school ready.How I wish I can afford to go for a private cert......LCCI for instance.I think........I needed that cert badly now.Coz mommy is forcing me to go and look for some office job instead of staying at sakae.......but I simply just can't find any.Afterall,I feel that my higher nitec cert is worth nothing........!One friend of mine......LJ.......after o'level went for private courses.She graduated the same time as me.She entered the company just one month before me.But guess what?She's now promoted to management trainee.Oh mine!And me?Still a part time service crew.I'm a total failure.......right?Most people my age.......who chose private route more successful than me now.I think I wasted my years in ITE....really!I'm damn damn desperate now.Two more working days and I'll be off for holiday to Malaysia.....with the family.It's finally the time.......for me to take a break.....after working so hard.Thanks god!

2010-06-05T01:28:00.000+08:00

Many people can say........working as a part time service crew at sakae has no future.But I don't think so actually.Coz......what's important to me now is......simply that I can bring home some pay........so what if I'm tired every day....?So what if I had to work full everyday?Many many so whats.......I can never finish asking about.All I can say.....I'm happy with this job so far.......I can have freedom.....no stress!But do I really want to work this for my entire life?

2010-06-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

Well.......today aunty helen went on leave......I was made the cashier.......had to do the things she does.......Actually.....cashiering not fun de.Not relax too!Haix........gor on leave also.....will only be back on friday....same goes to aunty helen.Oh dear!Mandy stress....I think!Coz many new staff.......Plus me......always give her problem!I remember before gor went on leave,I promised him tat I will be good......but in the end,I still give mandy problem de.Sorry gor,I never kept my word.Well.....I'm kind of tired......at least 6 more days to holiday!I have to work 6 more days.......before going for break with the family.It will be a 8 days away from work!I just can't wait......u know.I just feel tat I needed the break right away!

2010-05-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

Well......This morning I wake up quite early.Coz I had to attend a job interview at 9.30am.It was for an operation clerk post at TUAS.Yes......tat day I received this email reply from the company.....asking me to go to the company itself for the interview.When I reached the place,I had a great fright.It was a big company.Then slowly,I went into the office.One of the clerk asked me to fill up my application form first.I screwed up my first application......asking for another piece.....seriously.Then after that,I was led into a room.Followed by the arrival of 2 interviewers.Gosh......2 of them.I was pretty nervous.The imterview lasted about an hour.They asked me to go home and wait for news.Hm........though it's just waiting for news,it made me feel damn confused.Should I continue to stay in Sakae?Or resign as soon as I get this job?Seriously,I have feeling in this company though I'm just a part timer.But..........I dun know.....just lost!

2010-05-24T21:39:00.003+08:00

Well.....I just came home from chalet this afternoon.I had enjoyed myself for the past few days at chalet.....though I was sick.But ya,I did enjoyed myself.Thanks mommy for the chalet trip....haha!But for now,I hope to get well soon.....really.......I saw my email just now.Got a reply from one of the companies I sent my resume to.It was asking me to go for interview this wednesday.Hopefully,I can get a job there.Well.....supposed to go to pkw tmr de.But I find it too far.So I requested for a change.Sorry for the trouble caused to Sis Anges and Bro Jack.

2010-05-21T02:11:00.002+08:00

Hm.....I'm sick.......very the sick.But don't think I can afford to take any mc now.Coz these days,there are just too many new staff on floor.The managers......got to train them though.But on my part,I try to teach in one way or another.I'm considered one of the senior part timer le.So I had to do my part to teach,Things goes wrong.......The first person to be responsible is me.I had responsibility to teach them do the right thing......Well.....I hope I can get well soon.I'm haing a bad sore throat and flu.........It's kind of irritating.But I believe I'll get well soon.......

2010-05-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

Well.......today I work at 3pm......as requested.Coz mommy had to have her doctor appointment.So I decided to follow her........The doctor visit took us at least an hour or so.This time round,I think I should follow her in to find out more about her diabetic condition.To my surprise,I was shocked to hear the doctor telling my mom that if on the next visit still not much improvement on her condition,she would have to go for insulin treatment.That would mean more costs and pain on her too.......It's simply just hurts me.But I guess I have to help her.....hopefully that will work a little.Then before heading for work,I went to lot 1 with mom.....did a little shopping.At 3pm sharp,began to work.....Damn tired man!I was the runner for the night......coz all new comers on floor!JX still never work......Sianz sia!Kitchen kept jamming.......for no reason......haiz!I very very the tired!Very the sick!I think I'm falling sick soon.Throat dry........But I still try to work.Why?Coz of money.......I want to get office job......sent out quite a number of resume,but no respond yet.So still waiting.......each day.If I can get one,I will of coz go for the better job de.But sad to say,I'm still waiting........

2010-05-15T01:23:00.002+08:00

Today quite busy........I was in charge of the runner side.Gosh......kitchen jam......not once but 3 to 4 times.It was so pathetic......yes,tat pathetic!I just feel like running out of the kitchen and let it jam in one way or another.But then,I tell myself........I got to be responsible........Besides there are still so many juniors out there......new comers I mean........So how can I afford to disgrace myself in front of so many new comers,right?So I can just tolerate......until the last order moment.Even till the last order moment,kitchen still jam.Haix!Freaking tired ready......

2010-05-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

Today can say it was a man's night.Coz services side all guys except me..........But the night was quite smooth.Although Lewis is supposed to come in the late evening,he called up and said that he was not feeling well.Haiz.......so it was like just the few of us again.I had to help JX when the kitchen jams,I have to help the new boy order........I have to run here and there.Haiz.....tiring.....seriously.Actually,my task for the night was to do centre with the new boy and teach him.......but I think I only manage to teach him a little bit.Due to the crowd......But I tried my very best........to teach......to coach......to help.........And when near to closing,I also try to help terry and the new boy with their side duties..........I think today was a meaningful day.......nice night.......though I was having a bad cramps due to..........Anyway,next life......if I ever got a choice,I want to be a guy.....and not a girl!!!!!

2010-05-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

Haven touch this blog for sometime le.......Seriously,I no longer have the energy to blog everyday like I used to do..........I dun think I have the energy on each and every night to touch the laptop after getting home from work.Getting to lot 1.......made me even more tired then b4.Lot 1...........a really busy outlet.........especially the night.This week,my schedule had lightened......from 50 over hrs to 49.5 this week.Thanks godness,I can take a little break.Reason being lack of staff..........tat's why.......haha!Got to work like hell!But pay shows all these pay off.I got quite good pay last mth.So at least all these tiredness pay off.Haiz..........Back to this noon when I got to work......I was quite surprise to see that only big sis agnes was on floor.........both my management on mc.......great......even teppan chef got to come on and help us.Until aunty helen came.Wah seh!Then later nick came.......then another manager came also.Heng arh......still can get people to help out.......Later I found out from nick tat it was his off day today.Thanks to him tat he came and help out......despite being his off day.这样下去，我应该很快就会死了！I'm freaking tired ready.........U noe.....I dun even get a proper 1 hour break......not enough people work......how to break at ease?Got 15 mins break happy liao.

2010-05-08T00:44:00.002+08:00

Well.......it had been quite long since I last wrote on this blog ready.........can't remember exactly when I last posted on it though.....haha!Feeling damn tired out these days.Started to realise what people always says....."Hard-earned Money".......Earning money at my part time job these days are getting more and more tiring......I dunnoe......how long more can I survived.......weeks after weeks......I had been working long shifts........Over 50 hrs per week.......It's like wanting away my life!If only I can get my way into some office job right now......But I'm still waiting......for results......I've done my part......resume sent out......but no respond yet.......Every day and night.........there will be queue everywhere......outside customers queuing.......inside the kitchen,food queuing to be sent out to customers......SHIT!How long more is this lasting.....?Few weeks?Few mths...?Gosh!I got to rest.....tmr is yet another long day......pray for me tat I still got the breath to go on.......And ya,I pray tat those who are sick can get well soon........Gd nite!

2010-04-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

Life at lot 1........getting more and more miserable......Almost everyday,I see new faces.Almost everyday........I got to be torture. 新的地方.....新的环境.......新的人......新的规矩.....新的一切一切，我该如何适应？在这陌生的地方，我觉得很孤独.....很无奈啊！Tonight,I finally let my tears out for the first time there.It was a busy day.For the entire day,I got to see floor.So clean table and wipe tables lor.Then maybe at times go and check orders for customers lor....I tell you.......last night,2 runners.......kitchen never jam.Tonight,three runners.......kitchen still can jam.Shit man!Wonder what they all doing de.......Actually I also dun want to care much about them.But you know........the crowd went on till 9 plus.It was until 10pm that I had the time to clean the tables.As tonight was my duty to do service,there are many things to be done.Until 10.40pm,I still was not able to complete all of my task.As I was new,I didn't know there were so much to be done........for this.And to be honest,I dun even have enough time to do all these.I was not able to clean the tables at 9pm..........and despite me trying to bring all those washed cups out every now and then,there are still so much to be bring out.At 10.45pm,I was still not able to finish and of coz,not able to go home.It was then that I felt stressed!I was upset.......things not done.....not able to go home.And plus there was this boy........only worked one year plus in the company but yet had been in the outlet for 2 months........he was arranged by Mandy to supervise us........making sure we do everything well.I felt one kind...........really........I really hate this place......really.......since the day I came here.But what to do?What can I do now...?Thinking of resigning.....maybe.See how ba.I very tired.......reall very very tired le.I work like hell........no day and night.....Like this week......55.5hrs.....

2010-04-24T00:36:00.005+08:00

Today can say is my happiest and most energetic day ever since I went to Lot 1 on monday.You know?Coz got 2 more fimilar faces helping out at the outlet ma.Nick and Leslee came to the outlet and helped out till 9.30pm.At least this made me feel that I am not alone.At least there were some people who feels the same way as I did......as least......Well.......for the first time tonight,I was made the runner.Not having to stand on floor anymore.Yes,for sure I was excited and happy about it.I wanted to show mandy tat I was capable of that task too.So I served the food.......FAST.......trying every effort not to let the kitchen jam de.Though it still does jammed at one point when there were 2 gozen orders.But strange to say.......I really feel that I was extra energetic tonight.....maybe becoz......haha!Anyway,really enjoy for once a night at lot 1 today......Hopefully,there are still chances that fimilar faces can appear in lot 1 again.....Coz it's a really good feeling de.Really.

2010-04-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

Today is my first day at Lot 1.Before I went to work,I was feeling kind of excited and nervous too.When I finally reached the outlet and finally stepped into the outlet,I was feeling damn nervous.....meeting the new people around me......in a brand new environment.You know the feeling.........scary.......Lucky......gor was there.......First,he bought me around to fimilarise with the surrounding.Then I started my day of work.To be frank,I wasn't that used to it.Coz the things there were too catergorised.Everything were grouped with tag.....too organsied.Even when we clear and cleaned the tables,we have to sort the things into different tubes according to the catergory.Haiz.......I'm feeling damn miserable the entire day.But later I was enlightened when I knew tat I'm going to meet "somebody" soon.......really can't wait for tat day to come........YES......looking forward to see u soon......

2010-04-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

Today is my last day at hbf......kind of sad to leave hbf.......sob.....sob.......Had been there for nearly 3 weeks le.Really enjoyed my days there........Actually,I am in fact greatful tat the sisters there all took good care of me de.Except the fight with lily last night........haha!Anyway,I think she is having her PMS.......coz tonight she also threw her temper again.....haiz.....last night,yet I told myself to hold back my tears.Everyone was tired......so I didn't want to have any tearful night too......Tks to all at hbf......definitely going to miss all of you....Take care everyone!Bye!

2010-04-17T01:07:00.002+08:00

You know.......today was quite a bad day for me man!As it is friday night.......so busy lor!Haiz........hbf got 2 new part timers........they just came yesterday,so knew nuts.They can only clear table and only order under supervision..........Haiz........so the night wasn't so smooth......As a senior,I got to help them to order food and bill customers.I have to help them tis and tat........Haiz......then when I do cashiering,I forget to give customer who is a member a free green tea......so void tat receipt for tat one green tea.....sound stupid but it's true.Then take away order........order was slow,the customer show black face.I went into kitchen to chase,kana fuck by kitchen people.......And near to closing........when it's time to do duty,I finally couldn't stand it.I shouted at Lily,my sup,out of anger.She was furious.....asking me to go home right away.I think I really angered her.She refused to talk to me.I refused to go home.I'm sorry.......but I really feel very pressure.......I was scolded by different people throughout the night......who understands all these...?Who does?I'm in pain......last 2 days at hbf......can't even keep my image good......Haiz......I dunnoe......how to survive the last day tmr too.......Hope things will get better tmr.....Dun let me go through all these once again pls!

2010-04-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

Next week........I'm really going to Lot 1.......comfirmed le.Very sad to leave hbf.......and the friends there.These weeks.....really enjoyed my days there.Plus Lot 1 is a new place to me......can I survived there?Can I really?Maybe like what one friend say.....I should go there and try......is really I can't adapt,then I must open my mouth and tell sis agnes.But of coz,I hope going there will be better.I dun want to go there few days and start to cry and say want to come back........haha!

2010-04-15T00:27:00.002+08:00

Well.....haven touch this blog for quite some time ready........Coz had been quite busy lately.......busy working like hell......kind of tired.......but lost also.....can't get into any poly,haven appeal also......just work non stop.......Over 50 hrs a week.......no life......but seems like I'm enjoying too....Ya.....at times when no customers show black faces....but when they do,times get damn miserable at work....

2010-04-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

Qing Ming is a time to remember the dead and the dearly departed. More importantly, it is a time to honour and to pay respect to one's deceased ancestors and family members. Because it reinforces the ethic of filial piety, Qing Ming is a major Chinese festival.

Literally meaning "clear" (Qing) and "bright" (Ming), this Chinese festival falls in early spring, on the 106th day after the winter solstice. It is a "spring" festival, and it is an occasion for the whole family to leave the home and to sweep the graves of their forebears. Chinese being practical people, this sweeping of the graves is given an extended period, that is 10 days before and 10 days after Qing Ming day. Among some dialect groups a whole month is allocated.

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Origin

Qing Ming is popularly associated with Jie Zi Dui, who lived in Shanxi province in 600 B.C. Legend has it that Jie saved his starving lord's life by serving a piece of his own leg. When the lord succeeded in becoming the ruler of a small principality, he invited his faithful follower to join him. However Jie declined hisinvitation, preferring to lead a hermit's life with his mother in the mountains.

Believing that he could force Jie out by burning the mountain, the lord ordered his men to set the forest on fire. To his consternation, Jie chose to remain where he was and was burnt to death. To commerate Jie, the lord ordered all fires in every home to be put out on the anniversary of Jie's death. Thus began the "cold food feast", a day when no food could be cooked since no fire could be lit.

The "cold food" festival occurs on the eve of Qing Ming and is often considered as part of the Qing Ming festival. The association of Jie with Qing Ming persists and the story of Jie Zi Dui who chose death over capitulation is invariably retold at this festival.

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Observation

Remembering and honouring the dead at Qing Ming may take many forms:

Visiting the graveyard to spring clean the grave. This normally means trimming and cleaning the gravesite. Food offerings or flowers are usually brought along.
As cremation becomes more widespread, visiting the cemetery will increasingly be replaced by visiting the columbarium.
For those who place ancestral tablets in the temples, paying respects to the dead will then mean visiting these temples.
Remembrance of loved ones is also observed at home on Qing Ming day by those who practise ancestor worship.

Whatever practice is observed, the basic observation of Qing Ming is to remember one's elders by making a special effort to visit their graves, ashes or ancestral tablets.

2010-04-01T09:42:00.002+08:00

Today is the day........tat decides my fate.After 2 pm,all our life will change.Coz the posting result will be out.........I'm kind of worry.What if?Anyway,if I really get a place into poly,I promised that I will work hard.Really........so I just hope that god can help me for that last time.

2010-04-01T00:36:00.001+08:00

Just came home from work........feeling a little quite tired.Hm.......I tried to keep myself super busy at work today.I went into hbf's kitchen to take food......so-called runner.I haven done this post since I went there to help.Coz Sarah also worry later busy,kitchen jam,the kitchen people will scold.But today I decided to step into it's kitchen.It was quite busy in the noon......lunch crowd ma.In the morning,there were take away to be packed.Luckily,not delivery.Well......still ok la.Nice day at work.Though feeling quite moody about my results.Tmr got to work at 11am again........coz got bulk delivery again.This week,all my 12pm full shifts had been changed to 11am.One more hour each day.

2010-03-31T09:13:00.002+08:00

I just saw my results.......kind of disappointing.......Nope,is freaking disappointed.......Now what?Cry?Get upset the entire day?I dun know.......kind of lost and shocking......I guess......this time,I really kana slashed for accounting.B for both Accounting and Auditing.SHIT man!Can only see........tmr.......if I can get into any poly.......God.....pls blessed me.......pls help me......

2010-03-30T09:48:00.002+08:00

One more day to result day.......wonder what the outcome will be like......good?Bad?Or just average....?Anyway,these days I just work like crazy........My schedule kept me super busy and only one or two days at home to be with mommy for dinner.I left her home alone.Sorry mommy........if at times I get really naughty to agure with you over things.I know.......in my heart truly,that you are the only one that cares for me a million.Now that daddy is down,many burdens had fall onto your shoulder.I know this one year,many things had frustrated you.......upset you.It's really not easy for you to hold such heavy burden as a woman.But you always stays firm.........For who?You did all these for no one but me right?You know........I really just hope to get out to society to work as soon as I could so that I can give you a better life.I'm serious.

2010-03-29T09:50:00.002+08:00

2 more days to results day........Feeling quite nervous by now.I don't know........I'm just pretty nervous.I haven made any plans........But wishes that I can enter the doors of any polytechnics.These days,things didn't go the way I wanna them to be.

2010-03-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

This morning I woke up at 9 plus.Then went out for breakfast with mommy before heading to the nursing home to visit daddy.Firstly,I was asked to feed him the porridge we brought him.Then mommy wanted to bring him out for a hair cut.But unfortunately,the lift had to shut down for half an hour due to maintanance.So we can only do it at the hall.Then mommy noticed that daddy was having a fever.So asked for daddy to have a check up.And precisely,he was having a fever of 38.5 degree.This was high......yet nurses there never noticed about it.Such disappointing man!Hope they will be more alert next time.After that,we left for shopping time.First we went to OG @ orchard point.Then we went to The Verge.After that,we went back feeling damn tired.Coz we did walking from one destination to another.Mommy was damn tired I guess.....to have watch for such a long destiny.We reached home at about 9 plus at night.....12 hours out.Haha!Ok......stop here.Tired.

2010-03-26T17:41:00.002+08:00

Kind of tired.....after the day of work......Day after day,I work full shifts.Even when my schedule wasn't full for a particular day,I had to extend.WORK......WORK....WORK!For what?For money?For companion?For.....?I dun noe.Until now.......my whole body aching.......PAIN!Who can I tell?Tell mommy,scare she worry......Tell my pets,they can't respond to me either.....Tell myself,cry in my heart.Soon,exams results will be out.....Life or death.......will be announced.Scared?Ya......of coz.....Sometimes,in the froggy world,I faced fussy customers.But I got to learn.....to smile at them despite how fussy or rude they were.Coz they are the walking money.....like what boss always say.You know,I just wonder........I'm paid to be a service provider.....not a slave.But some customers just treat us like slaves.Especially when you do any delivery.Just imagine,you rushing for a particular delivery,big sweat small sweat..........then still got to wait for the customer.......then later still have to bring their food into their dining room......then later they complaint......Still have to give them complimentary things.Aiyo!

2010-03-18T09:40:00.002+08:00

YES ah!Going back to pkm next week.........It had been quite sometime since I touched this blog.Coz quite busy lately with work........Seems like I had been working full shift daily since the holiday started.Is this a way of torturing myself?Perharps I just want a get away from friends outing and stuff......haha!Actually it's great that big sis had agreed to put me in a more busy environment now.Coz at least time will pass faster.It is all thanks to dhang,who cut my hours quite often lately,that I took up this courage to talk to big sis about it.Plus,WM is resigning.......no one will scold me during busy period le.He's going end of this month......but.......jie will be aloner.Hope that a new management will come soon.So at least she won't be that stress.Last night,I saw a girl at outlet when I reached oct in the late evening.I think she is the new part timer ba.Well.........speechless.I thought aloy was angry with me.But despite me leaving oct soon,he still teached me things I dun know.But why?Anyway,I'm thankful for all the things he taught me.Also thankful tat he lets me go........I also want to say sorry......But I just hope that this will make my life better.So I had requested for a transfer.But to be honest,will miss u all at oct de.But if I can survive till this year dinner and dance,we can still meet de ma.Hopefully,things get better when I get back to pkm ba.

2010-03-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hm.........this noon I went back to cpf to work......Nice day.Though the lunch hour was damn busy........But ya.........enjoyed myself back at cpf.....I'm supposed to work till 4pm only......But later kohji said he could arrange for me to work till closing and asked me if this is possible.....Of coz I'm willing to work as long as they pay me....haha!So I work till closing....the night was ok.....not bad.Kind of tired now....just want to go to bed.

2010-03-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

EXAMS are finally over......it's finally the time to play hard......Nope,I should say work hard.I shall start working from tmr onwards........I hope to earn as much as possible.Well.....Hopefully everything will go well at work ba......To all my IQU peeps,take care everyone....Definitely going to miss u guys......All the laughter we shares.......all the fun we had.......Thanks for all your effort in making IQU such a wonderful class.....